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Friday
19Oct2007

Question of the Day

How do you know you have a soul?

Seriously...  besides the stock answers - like "because the bible says so," and "somebody told me I did," how do you know you have a soul?

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I often wonder this myself having struggled with such ideas and religion in general for years. My weaker moments have found me believing we were just organic bags or automotons to go about life. I don't like that possibility so choose to believe I have a soul. Hope you are well.
October 19, 2007 | Unregistered CommenterAndrew
Okay, I'll take a stab at this one.

How do I know I have a soul? Well, I personally have longings for things I can't explain (like wanting to see the face of God) or moments that catch me by surprise emotionally (like where I have an emotional reaction to something so powerful that I want to fall to the floor face down before God and never get back up again.)

These are not MY typical feelings or wonders - they come from some place else - some place that wants more than what a human being would want to know or experience.

So why then? Why feel or think or wonder in these ways? Because there must be something more inside of me that has desires and needs, too - only they are spiritual in nature instead of "of this world."

Not sure I explained it well but I know it when I feel it. It's that part of you that goes where you're too afraid to go alone. It pulls you into desiring a relationship with God when the human you knows you are not worthy. The soul tugs and tugs at you to "open your eyes, man! Look what else is here! It's true! There's MORE! There's GOD!"

Okay, I'll go take my medication now...
October 20, 2007 | Unregistered CommenterHeyJules
Isn't the fact that we seem to have an inbuilt sense of right and wrong (love and sin - call it what you will) and the fact that you and countless others are questioning the the existence of a soul evidence enough? Surely if it didn't matter, it wouldn't bother us?

October 20, 2007 | Unregistered CommenterHoward
how do the birds know to fly south
how do the fish know where to lay their eggs
how does the seed know how to grow
October 20, 2007 | Unregistered Commenternancy
Andrew - I think it's okay to struggle with these things. Sometimes I also think we >>need<< to struggle with this kind of stuff, and on some level we're better for it than those who have all the easy answers.

HeyJules - Great answer!

Howard - You raise a good point - how could we question the existence of something that didn't exist? If it truly was beyond the realm of possiblitiy / imagination then.... how could we even begin to ask if it existed? (don't know if that makes sense)

nancy - In the town where I grew up is a tree, out on the train tracks past the town, at the edge of a cliff overlooking Lake Ontario. Every year thousands of Monarch butterflies congregate on that tree - clouds of them! - before migrating across the lake. How do they all find the same tree? At the same time..?

Can't wait to hear what everyone else has to say!
October 20, 2007 | Registered Commenter[rhymes with kerouac]
Probably two things for me. The capacity to recognize beauty (in some pretty funky places too), and the capacity to feel pain. Both beauty and pain take me to places far outside of my own heart and mind...
October 20, 2007 | Unregistered Commenterwilsonian
As believers in Jesus arent we body ,soul and Spirit and doesnt the Spirit speak to our soul? Now you have me confused again, geez
October 20, 2007 | Unregistered CommenterJOANEE
When I was confirmed - that is, when I received the Holy Spirit - a lot of people commented on how much or how big I was smiling. It really surprised me, because while I did feel happy, I wasn't aware that I was smiling until they pointed it out. If my mind tells my mouth to smile, I'm aware of it, at some level, and not taken aback the way I was then.

There have been other times like this. Often when I go to confession (do non-Catholics ever do something like that?), I discover that I'm smiling afterwards. Once I went when I was in a really nasty mood; afterwards, I was still having nasty thoughts in my mind but I was smiling anyways. It was clear to me then the difference between my spirit/soul and my mind.

Generally this smiling thing happens when the Holy Spirit is acting in some way. Once it happened when someone who I believe has the charism of healing prayed for my husband's healing.

Sometimes I experience a certain... lightness, I guess. It's not really a mental or physical lightness; I think it's a spiritual lightness.

Other than that, I would answer along the lines of HeyJules'. All the wealth or chemically-induced happiness can't bring us peace or joy or true satisfaction. If we didn't have something in us that was beyond our physical or psychological selves, then we would be satisfied by filling our physical or psychological needs. But we aren't. Our deepest need is love. And the spiritual life is all about love.
October 21, 2007 | Unregistered CommenterAnna
wilsonian - Beauty and pain. I never thought of that before. Perhaps I'm a little to quick to engage the pain; I often struggle to see beauty in the world.

Joanee - Of course, you're right. For me too it's the experience of the Holy Spirit "speaking" that tells me there's something more to me than my extraordinary good looks.

Anna - A similar thing happened to me when I was baptized. (I was in my mid thirties - it was a Baptist church and they do things different than your Catholic church might) Anyways... just before it happened there was an inexplicable lightness and laughter in my heart - right in the center of my chest, in the centre of my being. The only way I can describe it is as 'light' and 'laughter'. It was like the purest joy, leaping inside of me, and it was really something quite apart from myself. You brought a wonderful memory back to me today - thank you!

October 22, 2007 | Registered Commenter[rhymes with kerouac]
I read this post over the weekend, and didn't post a response then. I'm not sure I want to now. I do not have an answer. Or an opinion. I know I keep longing for heaven and searching for the answers on my journey to the heart of God. Is it my heart? My soul? I don't know. My son asked me once--before his adoption was finalized--if we got to take our eyes to heaven with us. Baffled doesn't even begin to explain how I felt. As best as I could, I explained what happens when our earthly bodies die and our spirits go to heaven (paraphrasing greatly). He wasn't satisfied. Do we get to take our eyes with us, he wanted to know. Another round of theology fit for a seven-year-old didn't help. Finally, I asked him why he needed to know. He said, "If I don't take my eyes, how will I see to find my birth mom?" He longs to see her again. Despite the trauma in his life, he still longs to see the girl who chose to give birth to him. And I long to meet the maker to saw fit to give me a son who isn't afraid to ask those questions.
October 23, 2007 | Unregistered CommenterHennHouse
The answer that feels right is that I AM a soul, having to drag a body along in order to get things done.

It's easier to see the soul in someone else than in myself. Maybe because I can't look myself in the eye. But still, I know I'm here.
I know I have a soul, because if I don't do everything I possibly can for someone in need, it hurts.
November 7, 2007 | Unregistered CommenterLily

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